I AM

I AM

No matter where you search, you will not find me

I do not exist as you think I do

I am an energy un-described by your language and I can’t explain it as a result

You either…

Jkf

6/28/11

HOLE

Hole

There is a hole…

It’s always there, right inside.

Sometimes I forget it’s there and relax. When I least expect it, my attention finds it again.

Dwelling on it, I am obsessed.

My heart wants it gone, but my fear guards its lair with jealousy.

No matter how many times I dump that hole,

That hole is always there…

jkf

6/28/11

ken

ken

I am brimming with discovery.

My awareness grows and fills me up,

Conscious of more than meets my mind.

Knowledge beyond my eyes.

There is more of me and more of you.

And more of everything.

Each pause of breath,

Each pulse of heart.

Every blinking lid.

Yields a message from within.

Jkf

6/26/11

Now

Now

Pure joy of the moment

Did you ever feel the sound of a car going by

The air as it is, just air.

Have you had these pauses in your day, when all seems to still

All is

 as it is

 and it feels so good?

Have you had these feelings?

I hope so, I just had one and I want one for you.

Jkf

6/24/11

Confessions

Confessions of an Alcoholic

I am scared and it makes me want to cry.

I live in a fantasy world and it makes me nervous.

I act like I’m happy all the time and it makes me sad.

I like to be naked and its evident more-so when I’m drunk.

I think I mean well, but sometimes I think I’m just, well … mean.

I keep most of my thoughts to myself and it makes me anxious.

I forget that I need people and I isolate and it makes me critical.

I pretend I don’t need anyone or anything and it makes me feel superior.

I am a very sexual person but I'm not very comfortable with it.

You know what my problem is?

My I’s are too close together.

6/19/11

JKF

Angel Dust

Angel Dust

Pressing in around my head

The world seems so intent on shaping me

Molding me and bringing me to life

Trying to squeeze my giant spirit

through such a narrow state of mind

Has nearly choked me to death

There is no template that I fit

I am everywhere

I leave dust trails across the galaxy

Consuming planets and a star

Creating pathways for those who follow

I am infinite and eternal

Jkf

6/12/11

Suddenly Words are Born

Suddenly Words are Born

Mystically appearing before the eyes

Imprinting on the brain

Launching sensation skin-ward and beyond

Reaction is a chain

From eyes to guts and back again

Emotions built by thought

Desire fueled by accidents

Existence is, or not

Thought, word, breath and pulse

The beating of a life

Takes place right now and only here

On the sharp edge of a knife

Jkf

6/6/11