Magician

MAGICIAN

Have I ever told you you’re my hero?

You amaze and entertain me with the brilliance you create

Through my eyes I drink in light and BOOM, it is sight

Through my fingers, vibration and BBBZZZZZ, feelings

More vibrations and I discover my VOICE

Information meets me as if I’m on line searching, and WHOOSH, I breathe

Typing in my words now seems logical, but it’s FUCKING miraculous

All of this information nourishes this human.

And these morsels I devour

I am in awe of you, my magician

You entertain me with such joy

Who or what are you?

Who or what am I?

Are we one in the same?

Did you ever know that you’re my hero?

jkf

1/29/14

A Different Scene

A change can kiss everything…

An hour or two in the presence of…

Her choices ring in my ear…

Across the table eyes, lips and cleavage…

Across the street…

A different scene…

A kiss can change everything…

Jkf

1/19/14

Now or Never

This love of mine in a minute shines,

My skin blooms with its sex

This heart of mine has always worked,

Until it met its match.

I seek the level of,

An alter ego cell.

And in this moment's shining love,

I’ve found the answer sought.

I have it I am free,

There is no hiding light.

Now and then there will be dark,

Now and then it’s gone.

Pending break of day or night,

Waiting on decision.

All of life dies for the pause,

And may not ever breathe.

I seek, I find, I lose.

I am the only drop,

Of sperm that lives still on this day,

It’s now or it is never.

Jkf

1/23/14

ouroboros

Ouroboros

My world certainly changed when I met you

We came together, as if on cue

It seems a lifetime since that day

Now the world has changed in a different way

This time stronger, we drift apart

A piece remains in the other’s heart

When love is real, there is no end

We just circle back and start again

It’s the cycle of life, no need to fear

Go forth and give your heart my dear

Know that I am with you still

You have my love, you always will

JKF

12/7/13

Dying I...

Dying I…

Slowly am…

Each day is a gasp…

Each breathe a surprise.

Dying I…

Slowly am.

JKF

10/13/13

No Thing

No thing

Nothing like a summer rain to set my heart to pumpin’

A crack of thunder and I come, my soul and breath are humpin’

Nothing like the falling drops as clouds explode and crumble,

The flashlight rockets through the sky and yet another rumble.

Nothing like a summer rain, to cleanse my world and me,

Releasing my own thunderstorm, emotions flowing free.

Jkf

8/28/13

Summer Madness

Forged by summer’s heat.

A new thought has occurred.

Sharing my emotions with your pillow.

I am watching myself on the screen.

Leaving happiness behind the tears.

Growing stronger in spite of this.

Molded by the pain of sadness,

Living daily as I should.

Sometimes even in my madness.

I realize it’s something good.

Jkf

7/15/13

Did it rain this morning?

Seventeen notes of mottled laughter on my window-sill,

The rain said “good morning”

Waking up like coming to, from dental surgery…

First euphoric from the novocaine of sleep.

Then slowly as a returning memory of some forgotten tragedy, the pain peeks in with my consciousness.

Oh yeah, it’s me…remember?

Those seventeen notes,

A sweet wake up call that brought me back to life.

I was so happy playing dead.

Jkf

7/11/13

Good Orderly

This slice of life I am weaving through,

Is all consuming and has me confused.

There’s no retracing every step,

There’s no beginning over again. There’s only one moment’s mistake after the last one.

Each breath is in trepidation,

Each heartbeat is precarious.

If one thinks there is any safety,

One is deluded.

Yet…

We all pretend,

We all proceed,

We all act as if ,

We know.

We don’t.

Drop the pretense,

Drop the face,

Drop the assumptions that we know.

Let go.

Let go.

There is no god.

Let go and let go.

Jkf 7/9/13

Petitions Egress

This pain is deadening as I sit with it.

All else has drained from my existence.

This heart is mountainous and cannot be moved again.

All I feel is weight and sweat.

This ache is shattering as I live with myself.

All I’ve ever known has been replaced.

This breath is moist with regret and fear.

All that used to flow has ebbed.

This life is deafening as I live it.

All spirit has evaporated.

This ancient soul subsides.

JKF

7/2/13