Rough

Sitting here alone I  draw another sober breath,

And for the life of me, I can’t remember death.

But I have been a soldier to it,
I have been to the gate.

Yes I am just a miracle,

A peaceful hand of fate.

Tears are now my medicine,

My joy bursts from within.

And hope is what I feel right now,

My life without the sin.

Groping for a stronghold on,

My corpse and all it’s skin,

My serenity has driven me,

Away from all that pain.

Life is glorious as I know it,

All the drama gone.

Peace and light are filtering in, through the cracks of all my fear.

Giving up was all I needed,

Giving in and out.

jkf

2/20/14

Lih

Lih

I was there

On my back

Looking

Up

On my knees

Looking down

On my face

In my dreams

Looking in

Without seeing

Without warning

Suddenly

Look I’m here

Jkf

2/12/14

Through The Cracks

Through the Cracks

 I draw,

Another sober breath.

Though I’ve had my fingers in the fence.

And  been a soldier to it,

Death and all its memories,

Have given me reprieve.

Through the cracks of all my fear,

My joy bursts from within.

Giving up is what I needed,

Giving in and out.

Seems like I’m a miracle,

There’s magic in my tears.

Jkf

2/9/14

STARFUCKERS

I was sitting alone in Starbucks just me and everyone else. I was totally alone. With them. They were staring at their phones. As was I. We were all so connected. To somewhere else. All so cozy in our isolation. Ahh the joy of being human. My autocorrect and I just communicating up a storm!

Then I noticed someone looking at me.  Maybe my imagination. No there it is again. Eye contact. Shit.
I mean, what the fuck, woman? Why are you looking at me? 
I'm certainly minding my own business.

Oh now you're going to just get up and leave without goodbye? No manners at all.
Anyway, what was I sayin?

jkf

2/4/14

Magician

MAGICIAN

Have I ever told you you’re my hero?

You amaze and entertain me with the brilliance you create

Through my eyes I drink in light and BOOM, it is sight

Through my fingers, vibration and BBBZZZZZ, feelings

More vibrations and I discover my VOICE

Information meets me as if I’m on line searching, and WHOOSH, I breathe

Typing in my words now seems logical, but it’s FUCKING miraculous

All of this information nourishes this human.

And these morsels I devour

I am in awe of you, my magician

You entertain me with such joy

Who or what are you?

Who or what am I?

Are we one in the same?

Did you ever know that you’re my hero?

jkf

1/29/14

A Different Scene

A change can kiss everything…

An hour or two in the presence of…

Her choices ring in my ear…

Across the table eyes, lips and cleavage…

Across the street…

A different scene…

A kiss can change everything…

Jkf

1/19/14

Now or Never

This love of mine in a minute shines,

My skin blooms with its sex

This heart of mine has always worked,

Until it met its match.

I seek the level of,

An alter ego cell.

And in this moment's shining love,

I’ve found the answer sought.

I have it I am free,

There is no hiding light.

Now and then there will be dark,

Now and then it’s gone.

Pending break of day or night,

Waiting on decision.

All of life dies for the pause,

And may not ever breathe.

I seek, I find, I lose.

I am the only drop,

Of sperm that lives still on this day,

It’s now or it is never.

Jkf

1/23/14

ouroboros

Ouroboros

My world certainly changed when I met you

We came together, as if on cue

It seems a lifetime since that day

Now the world has changed in a different way

This time stronger, we drift apart

A piece remains in the other’s heart

When love is real, there is no end

We just circle back and start again

It’s the cycle of life, no need to fear

Go forth and give your heart my dear

Know that I am with you still

You have my love, you always will

JKF

12/7/13

Dying I...

Dying I…

Slowly am…

Each day is a gasp…

Each breathe a surprise.

Dying I…

Slowly am.

JKF

10/13/13

No Thing

No thing

Nothing like a summer rain to set my heart to pumpin’

A crack of thunder and I come, my soul and breath are humpin’

Nothing like the falling drops as clouds explode and crumble,

The flashlight rockets through the sky and yet another rumble.

Nothing like a summer rain, to cleanse my world and me,

Releasing my own thunderstorm, emotions flowing free.

Jkf

8/28/13