Looking Up

I was watching as the numbers dropped

The light said lower level

Then as I waited for the stop

The light said L Lower level

My heart sank as I felt it go

Still down still lower level

Looking up again I saw LLL

Dropping into deeper fear

I knew there was no ending

Elevator of my dream

I’m awake and you are gone

Jkf

6/21/11

I AM

I AM

No matter where you search, you will not find me

I do not exist as you think I do

I am an energy un-described by your language and I can’t explain it as a result

You either…

Jkf

6/28/11

HOLE

Hole

There is a hole…

It’s always there, right inside.

Sometimes I forget it’s there and relax. When I least expect it, my attention finds it again.

Dwelling on it, I am obsessed.

My heart wants it gone, but my fear guards its lair with jealousy.

No matter how many times I dump that hole,

That hole is always there…

jkf

6/28/11

ken

ken

I am brimming with discovery.

My awareness grows and fills me up,

Conscious of more than meets my mind.

Knowledge beyond my eyes.

There is more of me and more of you.

And more of everything.

Each pause of breath,

Each pulse of heart.

Every blinking lid.

Yields a message from within.

Jkf

6/26/11

Now

Now

Pure joy of the moment

Did you ever feel the sound of a car going by

The air as it is, just air.

Have you had these pauses in your day, when all seems to still

All is

 as it is

 and it feels so good?

Have you had these feelings?

I hope so, I just had one and I want one for you.

Jkf

6/24/11