NICE
I always try to be nice, it’s something my mother taught me
I learned from a very young age that people like you more if you are.
I also found out that being nice was a bit safer and less likely to get me into a fight.
So I always try to be nice…On the outside!
The inner me is crying his eyes out begging to be heard above the cacophonous bullshit.
I thought that being nice was “good” and not being nice wasn’t.
Now I realize that I was really learning to hide my feelings
I thought that if I kept them in, all would be ok.
Well, guess what? That doesn’t work!
Because now I have forgotten who the fuck I am.
Am I the nice person who doesn’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings?
Or Am I the person inside who is screaming obscenities at the world because I have become invisible?
Aha!
Ah mother-fucking Ha!
JKF
5/19/11
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